Starting from Wednesday I'm working...and not just anywere, but with books at Waterstone's. But my department is working only 'till January...so I don't know if it will last as long as I wish.

I don't remember when I was so happy to work. And now I'm afraid to lost it...I'm absolutely paranoid. I was crying when almost 2 hours ago my shift was over. I went home with the feeling inside that something is undone. I even can't stay at home. Is it only in my head, or I'm not as fast as I can? And if not...why Lee (manager of my shift) and Lee (manager of my sister's shift) - both were helping me with labeling? Why am I feeling so shity??? Or maybe it's because of Monday...How bad can it be?